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Both Sides of the Story

by Ragon Linde

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Sage Advice 05:28
A typical child acting crazy and wild, living without a care It’s plain to see the world’s about me, you didn’t get me I swear A simple game tempers flair just the same, trouble’s straight ahead We put down our toys when we heard his voice, we turned to him as he said My children if we find a way to love each other Find a way to live as brothers The world would be better off When you take the first step and lend a helping hand You’ll grow in spirit and you’ll gain a friend And the world will be better off His gift was given to help me live in this world that will knock you to the ground Straight and narrow like walking an arrow that keeps on spinning round and round I wish he knew how he became my guide and how his words changed my life Sage Advice New kid in town just hanging around, feeling lost and alone Fell in with some friends felt their influence, I knew I should be home They’d involve me with their anarchy, if I was that easily led I didn’t care when they left me there, his words ringing in my head My children if you find a way to love each other Find a way to live as brothers The world would be better off When you take the first step and lend a helping hand You’ll grow in spirit and you’ll gain a friend And the world will be better off His gift was given to help me live in this world this will knock you to the ground Straight and narrow like walking an arrow that keeps on spinning round and round I wish he knew how he became my guide and how his words changed my life Sage Advice
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Child Inside 05:59
Come out of the dark My little One We’ve missed so much with you Hiding from the sun With each passing day You drift further away Trying not to deal, don’t wanna feel All the Pain The pain that I hide Has pushed you aside To the Nth degree, it’s taking you from me Without a fight The weight of the world Burdening me I need to start again, ready to begin I must set you free I know you’re weary Child inside Help me see clearly What’s important in life Fill my spirit Child inside Reminding me how to live And enjoy my life You are the casualty Of my apathy The best part of me, trying to get free Stop my misery Come out from the dark My little one It’s time to embark, make a brand new mark Turn and face the sun I know you’re weary Child inside Help me see clearly What’s important in life Fill my spirit Child inside Reminding me how to live And enjoy my life
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Instrumental
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She lived in a small house by the shore. I was in love. I was in love. I came to visit her. We walked along the shore, listening to the waves. Sometimes we talked, sometimes we didn't need to talk. We took turns cooking, and at night, when we fell asleep, our future was bright and our dreams were intertwined and promised a life of happiness and understanding. There were times when we went for a drive. Her dog loved to come along. We would disembark in one of the nearby parks. The sun, the rain, the green grass, the falling leaves all of these things welcomed us. The world was a stage built just for the two of us. We knew we were safe. Nothing could hurt us. I remember the hours we spent by the fire. Watching the flames, with their eternal life of motion, their ability to improvise a myriad of scenes from the past and the future. The nights would get quite cold, but we felt protected in the small circle of warmth that we had built for ourselves. Finally, she invited me to stay. “You don't have to leave,” she said. “What’s the point? Aren't you happy here with me?” “Yes, I am,” I replied. I was truly happy. A few idyllic months followed. But oh, the strange, contradictory way in which we are built! Some time passed, and I began to miss the city. I was accustomed to its noises, its never-ending bustling life. Sometimes the sound of cars in the distance woke me at night – and then I realized it was the ocean, that gray foamy giant that kept watching us while we slept. The ocean was busy making its own long-term plans, ones that it had thousands of years to fulfill. It didn't share its plans. When it talked, it spoke in a different language. I didn't understand its words. Sometimes I feel that she did. And she would look at me with sadness, knowing that death and loneliness were built into us from birth, with their inevitable collection of farewells. Perhaps she let me go before I realized I had to go? And finally the day came when I knew I couldn't stay. I invited her to come along. I didn't think she would. “I’ll wait for you,” she said. “I’ll be back,” I promised.
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Back home, I became submerged by an avalanche of things to do. Friends I had missed, calls to make, business matters I had to attend. I had been so involved in our seashore romance. I had let everything else fall behind. Then someone else showed up. Someone from my past. She distracted me. I wasn't sure anymore whether to go back to the ocean. To live on the very edge of the human habitat. To face the endless onslaught of the waves. To be deprived of the life that one can have here, in the city! The longer I stayed, the easier it was to postpone my return. We spoke on the phone every day, then every other day, then every week. She knew the future that had become was now out of reach. It didn't belong to us anymore. If we were to recapture it, we had to act quickly and decisively. One of us would have to give something up. Our last conversation was sad, indefinite, the feeling of doom tangible over the wire. “I’ll wait for you,” she said, once again. “I’ll be back,” I said.
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At that moment, I felt such sadness and such longing that suddenly all my busy affairs became unimportant. The life I led – had been so empty without her – how could I have been away for so long? I decided to give everything up and go back. I could not wait to see her again. It was obvious that I had never felt as comfortable with anyone before – and would never be granted another chance like this. It’s strange how the knowledge we possess does not always disclose itself immediately. It sleeps inside us, awaiting the right moment to reveal itself. How could I have been so clueless? I settled my affairs. This time, there would be no need to come back to this city, so full of cars, so empty of the ocean’s eternal conversation. So empty of her. My accident was quite common – nothing unusual at all, nothing to tell about. As I was dying, I could see her face hovering above me, her sad smile, her beautiful blue eyes that knew all about the loneliness that is built into us from birth, and the endless farewell of this life. “I’ll wait for you,” she said. Now in the mornings, when the mist from the ocean floats in, perhaps she is waiting for me. And at night, as she makes the fire, she waits for me to step out of the darkness and sit next to her in the circle of warmth she had built for herself. For ourselves. A whole life can go by so quickly. But if I could, I would have been there. She must know that. If you see her, please tell her not to wait for me anymore.
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Wax the Sky 04:11
Instrumental
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Long time ago Friendships hung on mailbox hinges In those summers between Time stretched round spokes Tearing down hills; straining up. As we freefell, Hitching ambitions to stars, We never thought to call; Never grasped The aching enormity of stark white found in the darkened caves at the end of our driveways.
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Standing on the porch on a blasting summer day The air was still, my mind was slathered with paste, the chunky kind, like you used in 2nd grade I took a drag from a Gold Coast The back of my throat was a bulb Looking to my left, I observed a balloon, lying still, minding it’s own business A small gust of wind pushed the balloon a couple of feet I decided it was time to move away and start a new life Never will I forget that balloon
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The raging clown behind those docile eyes A sweet sweet smile to drop you down for awhile He’s a skinny legged joker that been keeping it real A Jack n Coke in Vegas after an airplane ride The West Coast devotes a fairly positive feel When you’re at your worst your bubble bursts devours your lies So he keeps it loose with a heart like a spruce goose Taking it down with his lady by his side He knew a Davy in the Navy and he liked Nancy Drew He came away a little stavy then he suddenly knew He kept his game in check with an occasional bet Then the skinny legged joker falling out of her chair The raging clown behind those docile eyes A sweet sweet smile to drop you down for awhile He’s a skinny legged joker that been keeping it real A Jack n Coke in Vegas after a long long airplane ride Keeping it loose with a heart like a spruce goose…
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But now I’m on my way back home, feeling sorry It’s been so long since I was in you’re arms, please forgive me I know now where I’m supposed to be, if you’re not done with me And all I want is to be back home I was speechless when you said it to me It wasn’t the way I couldn’t deal with the pregnancy It was too much responsibility And now I’m on my way back home And now I’m on my way back home, feeling lonely I ran away because I thought, I would be free Instead I’m a man stuck in limbo, a restless refugee And now I want to come back home The weight of the world, was placed on top of me I felt as though My life was a complete catastrophe Anywhere else would be a better place to be And now I’m on my way back home Months went by, and many miles in between When I left our home I could not foresee all the changes to me and how essential you both would be And now I’m on my way back home
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There are times when I look at you I can’t believe my eyes Will this angel stay with me for the rest of my life What ever did I do to deserve everlasting bliss? You touch the very core of me every time we kiss I can’t believe the high we achieve entwined as one You are the only thing that I want to see in the morning sun You are my inspiration my never-ending need I’ll walk with you until I die and be happy I did I used to think that “love of my life” was as good as it could come Now that our souls have touched, I see a new spectrum There is a light past the end of the tunnel for our soul and it’s love Love will transcend this mortal coil and will rise above You introduced me to my soul, time and time again We have known each other before and our love will transcend Life after life you will be my wife, my best friend We have a love unmarked by time that will never end Life after life you will be my wife, my best friend We have a love unmarked by time that will never end
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Righteous words and evil deeds Slight of hand and double speak Listening to you speaking to your fold How can you be so bold? Right to life means I can’t choose I value life, not sure about you You’ve no respect for an open mind But the narrow ones step right in line You’re saying all of the right things And you’re acting the fool What you’re doing it is frightening And I’m not yours to rule Lie enough and it seems real Even when it lands you on a battlefield You’re all smiles with a twinkle in your eye While you decide who lives or dies You don’t act like a patriot You come off like an idiot The records there, so far ignored Maybe one day there’ll be just reward You’re saying all of the right things And you’re acting the fool What you’re doing it is frightening And I’m not yours to rule You’re saying all of the right things And you’re acting the fool What you’re doing it is frightening And I’m not yours to rule
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Here’s a 10 cent chat Been considering, our behaviors And came to the realization, there ain’t no good and bad, people Only hard situations We get more chances, to learn our lessons well How many times? Can’t turn on a dime Everyone has, their intentions And what they deem as just and right Who am I to judge? Don’t really know anymore Did they know the pain they’d cause? Did they think it was justified? All in the name of their god or their creed They’re no different, than you or I We conceal our intentions I wonder what motivates, our actions and our undone deeds When is it time, that we concede? And take our brother in our arms Learn to listen, and I repeat This is only my 10 cent chat
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Freedom What is your freedom? Did you pick it up from the ground somewhere? Did it come up from the grave after hanging on the cross? or is it the freedom from responsibility? I tried to teach my children right But all the distractions, all of the distractions A health care bill Special elections People in Haiti in distress Their life is such a mess But I had Arby’s tonight Watched a movie Took a nice nap While all along we think we know But we aren’t wise Not thinking about the future All short term gain None of us to blame All caught up in our thing Each special interest working in a silo Not thinking about the best Oh how we wanted a Superman But instead we made a superstar And we wonder who the hell we are Can I get a brand new car? Oh, it will be a hybrid I’ll minimize my impact And diminish my truth
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Instrumental
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Flowers would brighten the days of your close friend. You will receive unexpected support over the next week. Accept it graciously. You will make many changes before settling satisfactorily. The future seems far away right now, so focus on the present. A business trip will bring you excellent results. An alien of some sort will be appearing to you shortly. Your imagination is your most powerful tool. You will begin to appreciate how important it is to share your personal beliefs. An interesting musical opportunity is in your near future. A new relationship is about to blossom. Your creativity takes you to great heights. An unexpected windfall will be yours Your many hidden talents Will become obvious To those around you Be on the alert For new opportunities Someone is speaking well of you Show your true face To the people who really matter Your imagination Is your greatest asset You are strong and brave Use your strength to pull through Learn who your real friends are
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Instrumental
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Miles 12:20
Instrumental
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Mood Rings 08:37
Instrumental
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Instrumental
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Sometimes it’s hard to comprehend all the things that are happening around us. It’s a little bit overwhelming to think that outside these walls in these artificial geographic boundaries that we have placed on maps over years and years of population growth, and wars, and agreements, and negotiations, and the wrong doings against certain ones that were weak and unable to stand up to those who would come in and say that they are in charge while the others sit in their places with a disease that we do not know about or have a cure to or have the money to help pay for or we don’t just care about because it’s hard to comprehend all the things beyond these walls, beyond the geographic boundaries…. ….I have a little universe of my own. It’s my own little universe. I have my universe. Do you have your universe? Do you carry it around? Do you take it out? Do you carry it around? I have my own universe. I carry it around. I take it out. I look at it. I have my own universe. It’s a small universe. I take it out. I look at it. Do you have your own universe. I have my universe. I take it out. It’s very interesting. I like to look at it. It’s an interesting universe. I take it out. I look at it. I take it out. Do you look at it? Do you take it out? It’s your own universe. Do you have your universe? Do you take it out? Do you look at it? It’s a universe. It’s very interesting. It’s a very interesting universe. Do you look at it? Do you take it out? Do you carry it in your pocket? Do you carry it in your pocket? Do you carry it in your purse? Do you carry it in your bag? Your own universe. Do you have your universe? Universes are nice, universes are beautiful, universes are good to have. Do you have your own universe? Do you have do you have do you have your own universe. I have universe. Do you have universe. I have a universe. A very small universe. I carry it in my pocket. I carry it in my pocket.
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Haunted 05:26
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Blue 15:30
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Moby Jam 03:39
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Kind 06:19
Instrumental

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The debut album from Ragon Linde, “Both Sides of the Story”, is a carefully crafted Classic/Progressive Rock album whose creation has spanned many years. Released in December of 2011, this double CD contains 28 tracks which take listeners on a constantly evolving musical journey that captures their attention and imagination from the opening riff of “Sage Advice” to the wicked tale of “The Skinny Legged Joker”.
“Both Sides of the Story” contains traditional pop length, radio friendly vocal tracks (“On My Way Back Home”) along with several instrumentals (“Wax the Sky”) crafted in the same musical vain of great bands like Rush and Yes. One of the highlights of Side 1 is the three part “Eternal Shore” which contains moments of Pink Floyd and Radio Head. Other songs are a mixture of raw punk (“Not Yours to Rule”) placed next to ethereal ballads (“Turn on a Dime”). Side 2 of this album features many guest musicians and takes the listener completely out to the limits of sonic possibility and back with many structured improvisational pieces such as “Miles”, “Easter Sunday”, “Several Hours Spend in Isolation One Afternoon”, and “Blue”.

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released December 11, 2011

Ragon Linde
lead and backing vocals, spoken word, electric guitars, 6 and 12 sting acoustic guitars, bass guitar, drum kit, percussion, electronic percussion, fountains at Washington Park, and keyboards

Featuring:

Carrie-Ann Tkaczyk
lead vocals on Side 1 - Tracks 1, 2, 9, and 13, backing vocals on Side 1 - Tracks 1, 2, 12, and 15

Also Featuring Performances by:

John Martin “Moby” Anderson
bass on Side 2 – Track 10

Matteo Bacchetti
saxophone on Side 2 – Track 3

Tim DeMoss
piano on Side 2 – Track 5 and keyboards on Side 2 – Track 3 and 9

Ben Linde
electric guitar on Side 2 – Track 3 and 9

Dexter “Pek Pek” Linde
spoken word on Side 2 – Track 1

Kerri Anderson-Linde
spoken word on Side 2 – Track 1

Oskar Linde
spoken word on Side 2 – Track 1

A. Molotkov
spoken word on Side 2 – Tracks 1 and 6, duduk on Side 2 – Track 6, piano on Side 2 Track 7

Phillip Phillip’s
electric guitar on Side 2 – Track 3

Andy Picard
electric and bass guitar on Side 2 – Track 2, electric violin on Side 2 – Tracks 2 and 11


Produced by Ragon Linde
All songs Engineered by Ragon Linde in Portland, Oregon except for Side 2 Tracks 3 and 9 Engineered by Tim DeMoss in Tulsa, Oklahoma, Side 2 Track 7 Engineered by A. Molotkov in Portland, Oregon, and Side 2 Track 6 Engineered by Ragon Linde and A. Molotkov
All Side 1 Tracks and Track 5 of Side 2 Mixed by Justin Phelps, Cloud City Sound in Portland, Oregon. All other Side 2 Tracks Mixed by Ragon Linde
All songs Mastered by Justin Phelps, Cloud City Sound in Portland, Oregon
Cover set design – Ragon Linde
Photography, Layout, and Design by Jessica Acevedo in Portland, Oregon
CONTACT: ragonlinde@gmail.com



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Ragon Linde is a multi-instrumentalist, recording artist, and audio visionary based in Portland, Ore. In 2011 he released his debut album, a double CD titled "Both Sides of the Story". In 2012 Ragon co-produced and performed in a Percussion/Narrative performance called “Only Ghosts” Ragon is the founder and leader of the Portland Eclectic Music Society. ... more

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